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Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Breakdown

I don't know how to hold it together today.  I am suddenly empty.  I am devastated by everything.  Please pray for me.  Seeing her taking his name.  They are married.  I didn't realize my heart was capable of breaking this badly.  And he is so mean.  So so mean to me.

I want to throw up.  I want to cry.  I want to scream.  I don't want to do this anymore.

I have removed anyone with any connection to Rick from my blog and from my Facebook.  I hope it means things will be more peaceful.  I hope it will bring me peace.

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