I am not finished being angry. I wish I was. I wish I could put all of these FEELINGS behind me and move on. I'm just not there yet. I don't like feelings. It's what makes me such a great alcoholic. I will use all sorts of things to distract me from feeling things. Namely, attention from men. But I digress into the problem with my marriage again.
I am angry. His actions continue to affect me through the children. Eternal consequences are but slight solace right now.
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